I don't know how I feel about you now. I still love you, otherwise it wouldn't hurt if I lost you. But on the other hand, you treat me like literally a piece of shit, and I can't take it anymore. You always ignore me for everything that crosses your path, and quite frankly, if you can't see that it bothers me, then I don't know what hope there is left for us. When times get hard, I can always count on you to be the first one to run away and talk about breaking up. I have no idea what to do anymore. You won't even carry a conversation with me anymore, it doesn't seem like you care.... Maybe I'm the idiot for trying to keep us together, when it's obvious that you don't feel the same anymore. Maybe I just need to let you go, but I don't know how.
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I cant say I have much experience with being in a relationship but I am sure there is someone out there who will make you happy and feel the same way you do I know its hard but it will get easier over time I know as I have friendship issues going on at the moment which sucks but I know will get better in the long run hope this helps :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much! That really helped! Well I broke up with him, it only seemed like the right thing to do. I just now have to convince myself that I'm going to be okay without him :)
ReplyDeleteIm.sorry to hear that i must say your very brave indeed for doing that looking forward to more of your posts
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